Wednesday, December 14, 2011
Tuesday, December 6, 2011
where to go from here...
There is a moment when you feel that you need to get out, but you just dont know how to do so...
Sunday, December 4, 2011
Namie Amuro Sit! Stay! Wait! Down!
Kore wa Baby eien no ai-gyou
Soretomo moshikashite ego
Dochira ni seyo You can go (Bow wow wow wow! )
Kimi wa iyashi no Doggy dog
Kao miru dake de Okey Dokey
Dakedo komara seru no tokidoki (Bow wow wow wow)
Boy oh boy oh boy oh, oh boy Wakegawakaranai
Tell me Nani ga hoshii no ka Oh well
Tada no hankou-ki Tabun kitto kono mama
Naoranai kamo wagamama
Uousaou Ups & Downs
Kore ja koi dokoro janai
Who... Mega hanasenai hodo you charming crazy
Who... Shimatte okitaku naru hodo lovely
Kore wa Baby eien no ai-gyou
Soretomo moshikashite ego
Dochira ni seyo You can go (Bow wow wow wow! )
Kimi wa iyashi no Doggy dog
Kao miru dake de Okey Dokey
Dakedo komara seru no tokidoki (Bow wow wow wow)
Sit! Stay! Wait! Down!
Sit! Stay! Wait! Down!
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/n/namie_amuro/sit_stay_wait_down.html ]
Give me a, give me a break
Oh Boy ne teru ma ni "sh!"
Kossori nukedasu
Mou oteage kamo ne
Tte yappa tenshi no negao
Wasurerareta EX you got it
Oh... Ima wa your my baby
Who... Itsumademo soba ni ite All I Need Is You
Who... I'm happy When You're happy
Kore wa Baby eien no ai-gyou
Soretomo moshikashite ego
Dochira ni seyo You can go (Bow wow wow wow! )
Kimi wa iyashi no Doggy dog
Kao miru dake de Okey Dokey
Dakedo komara seru no tokidoki (Bow wow wow wow)
Sit! Stay! Wait! Down!
Sit! Stay! Wait! Down!
Good boy...
Kore wa Baby eien no ai-gyou
Soretomo moshikashite ego
Dochira ni seyo You can go (Bow wow wow wow! )
Kimi wa iyashi no Doggy dog
Kao miru dake de Okey Dokey
Dakedo komara seru no tokidoki (Bow wow wow wow)
Sit! Stay! Wait! Down!
Sit! Stay! Wait! Down!
Soretomo moshikashite ego
Dochira ni seyo You can go (Bow wow wow wow! )
Kimi wa iyashi no Doggy dog
Kao miru dake de Okey Dokey
Dakedo komara seru no tokidoki (Bow wow wow wow)
Boy oh boy oh boy oh, oh boy Wakegawakaranai
Tell me Nani ga hoshii no ka Oh well
Tada no hankou-ki Tabun kitto kono mama
Naoranai kamo wagamama
Uousaou Ups & Downs
Kore ja koi dokoro janai
Who... Mega hanasenai hodo you charming crazy
Who... Shimatte okitaku naru hodo lovely
Kore wa Baby eien no ai-gyou
Soretomo moshikashite ego
Dochira ni seyo You can go (Bow wow wow wow! )
Kimi wa iyashi no Doggy dog
Kao miru dake de Okey Dokey
Dakedo komara seru no tokidoki (Bow wow wow wow)
Sit! Stay! Wait! Down!
Sit! Stay! Wait! Down!
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/n/namie_amuro/sit_stay_wait_down.html ]
Give me a, give me a break
Oh Boy ne teru ma ni "sh!"
Kossori nukedasu
Mou oteage kamo ne
Tte yappa tenshi no negao
Wasurerareta EX you got it
Oh... Ima wa your my baby
Who... Itsumademo soba ni ite All I Need Is You
Who... I'm happy When You're happy
Kore wa Baby eien no ai-gyou
Soretomo moshikashite ego
Dochira ni seyo You can go (Bow wow wow wow! )
Kimi wa iyashi no Doggy dog
Kao miru dake de Okey Dokey
Dakedo komara seru no tokidoki (Bow wow wow wow)
Sit! Stay! Wait! Down!
Sit! Stay! Wait! Down!
Good boy...
Kore wa Baby eien no ai-gyou
Soretomo moshikashite ego
Dochira ni seyo You can go (Bow wow wow wow! )
Kimi wa iyashi no Doggy dog
Kao miru dake de Okey Dokey
Dakedo komara seru no tokidoki (Bow wow wow wow)
Sit! Stay! Wait! Down!
Sit! Stay! Wait! Down!
Wednesday, November 23, 2011
do not regret and be sad all the time...
Hey all...
How are you doing these days? I wish all in good health and no matter what you've been through i hope its all will end well...
There are times in our life that we feel regretted and we wish we can turn back time to change it.To make it more better.To lessen the burden and to avoid being sad and stupid. Wishing all will be just different from the current one. Maybe not all but i'm sure some may have feel this way...
Reality cannot be change no matter how hard we wish or pray...and that is our past that we called the history of our life. The uniqueness among human being. It may be beautiful or ugly, happy or sad and sometimes we feel like we cant make any decision just like that.We in dilemma and lost.
I cant tell you what to do precisely because i'm in that kind of situation too, we are all human :). But then, all i can say is, to me and all that i care and love, no matter what kind of decision that you make, rather its good or bad, please don't feel so regretful until you forget to enjoy your life. What is past can't never be change to something else...Even if you fall, at the deepest bottom of your life and you feels like there's no one can help you, the only thing you can do at that kind of time is "HOPE"...never lose your hope! Believing that one day everything is going to be alright if you don't stop trying and believing it!
If its too painful, there's one of the way to ease it that i learned from "How I Met Your Mother", write a letter for yourself in the future.So, whenever you feel that you are going to the wrong direction, read it back again! Whenever you feels like there is nothing you can do, read it back again! Only you know who you are and what you were thinking, so give it a try. Write it, so you wont forget it!okies~
Its ok to be sad for sometimes, but not all the time. Find someone that you trust or someone that is total stranger and let it all out...I did it sometimes talking to a stranger but online, of course not revealing who i am. Just talk and for me surprisingly i feels some of the burden inside my heart being lifted up even just a little it means a lot to me...
Or, write a blog. Like what am doing right now... :o)
To all, never lose your hope no matter what happen and dont stop believing that everything is going to be just fine if you dont stop trying to make it better....
I wish you a good health and happiness with more success in future, much love~
How are you doing these days? I wish all in good health and no matter what you've been through i hope its all will end well...
There are times in our life that we feel regretted and we wish we can turn back time to change it.To make it more better.To lessen the burden and to avoid being sad and stupid. Wishing all will be just different from the current one. Maybe not all but i'm sure some may have feel this way...
Reality cannot be change no matter how hard we wish or pray...and that is our past that we called the history of our life. The uniqueness among human being. It may be beautiful or ugly, happy or sad and sometimes we feel like we cant make any decision just like that.We in dilemma and lost.
I cant tell you what to do precisely because i'm in that kind of situation too, we are all human :). But then, all i can say is, to me and all that i care and love, no matter what kind of decision that you make, rather its good or bad, please don't feel so regretful until you forget to enjoy your life. What is past can't never be change to something else...Even if you fall, at the deepest bottom of your life and you feels like there's no one can help you, the only thing you can do at that kind of time is "HOPE"...never lose your hope! Believing that one day everything is going to be alright if you don't stop trying and believing it!
If its too painful, there's one of the way to ease it that i learned from "How I Met Your Mother", write a letter for yourself in the future.So, whenever you feel that you are going to the wrong direction, read it back again! Whenever you feels like there is nothing you can do, read it back again! Only you know who you are and what you were thinking, so give it a try. Write it, so you wont forget it!okies~
Its ok to be sad for sometimes, but not all the time. Find someone that you trust or someone that is total stranger and let it all out...I did it sometimes talking to a stranger but online, of course not revealing who i am. Just talk and for me surprisingly i feels some of the burden inside my heart being lifted up even just a little it means a lot to me...
Or, write a blog. Like what am doing right now... :o)
To all, never lose your hope no matter what happen and dont stop believing that everything is going to be just fine if you dont stop trying to make it better....
I wish you a good health and happiness with more success in future, much love~
Tuesday, November 22, 2011
Sunday, November 20, 2011
love you you
JJ Lin Jun Jie
Love u u wo xiang gu du de yu fu
Shuo bu chu ai de wen du
Hen xiang gei ni de xing fu ni que zi wo bao hu
Zhuan wan chu zhi sheng xia chao xi zhi wai de huang wu
Love u u que zai hai li mi le lu
Zhao bu chu xin de gui shu
Si nian yue chang yue ku xin tiao luan le jiao bu
Zen me wo du bu dong ni cheng yu zhi jian de wu zhu
[Chorus]
Jiu suan yong jin suo you zhen xin que dao bu liao ni de xin di
Hui yi nan yi kao jin ni shi wo she qiu de wei yi
Rang wo yong jin suo you li qi zhi yao ni xiang xin
Wo zui jian chi de sheng yin zhi shen yi ju love u u
Stay with me
Neng bu neng bie zhe yang fang qi
Neng bu neng jiu fang kai zi ji
Hai lang chuan tou wo de shang xin
Qing ting yi ting ai de sheng yin
song
Love u u wo xiang gu du de yu fu
Shuo bu chu ai de wen du
Hen xiang gei ni de xing fu ni que zi wo bao hu
Zhuan wan chu zhi sheng xia chao xi zhi wai de huang wu
Love u u que zai hai li mi le lu
Zhao bu chu xin de gui shu
Si nian yue chang yue ku xin tiao luan le jiao bu
Zen me wo du bu dong ni cheng yu zhi jian de wu zhu
[Chorus]
Jiu suan yong jin suo you zhen xin que dao bu liao ni de xin di
Hui yi nan yi kao jin ni shi wo she qiu de wei yi
Rang wo yong jin suo you li qi zhi yao ni xiang xin
Wo zui jian chi de sheng yin zhi shen yi ju love u u
Stay with me
Neng bu neng bie zhe yang fang qi
Neng bu neng jiu fang kai zi ji
Hai lang chuan tou wo de shang xin
Qing ting yi ting ai de sheng yin
song
Tuesday, September 13, 2011
Someone like you- Adele
I heard
That you're settled down
That you
Found a girl
And you're
Married now
I heard
That your dreams came true
Guess she gave you things
I didn't give to you
Old friend
Why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back
Or hide from the light
I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over
Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me I begged
I'll remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead
Yeah
You know how the time flies
Only yesterday
It was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise
Of our glory days
I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over
Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me I begged
I'll remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead
Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made
Who would have known
How bittersweet this would taste?
Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me I begged
I'll remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead
Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me I beggedhttp
I'll remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead
Adele
song
That you're settled down
That you
Found a girl
And you're
Married now
I heard
That your dreams came true
Guess she gave you things
I didn't give to you
Old friend
Why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back
Or hide from the light
I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over
Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me I begged
I'll remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead
Yeah
You know how the time flies
Only yesterday
It was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise
Of our glory days
I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over
Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me I begged
I'll remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead
Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made
Who would have known
How bittersweet this would taste?
Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me I begged
I'll remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead
Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me I beggedhttp
I'll remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead
Adele
song
Thursday, September 8, 2011
abused!
sometimes, mentally abused is more severe than physically abused..
and i, being abused by my own family...
heartache!
and i, being abused by my own family...
heartache!
Thursday, August 18, 2011
when i thought its getting better..
I just realized that i spend a lot of my time alone,thinking and on the net. The only reason is to keep my mind of the things that troubled me.Yes, i try to forget it, but as much as i want it,it didnt work sometimes.
Few days ago, i received another news which gave me headache. I was about to do my work as i left me more than half a year now,as am not well for the past few months. Frankly, i might be good in my study but am suck at life that needs me to solve problems which is not in the books.well perhaps some may been published by other people but some, i just cant get through.
All these made me trouble sleeping and down and hopeless.I know i cant whine over it, i cant sigh over it but i just dont know what to do.It seems like my life is never ending the unexpected.
All i want is a simple life.If people are envy with me, just forget it.Am not perfect n leading the imperfection life.I just love to be with the crowd that am comfortable with.If you dont like me, just go away.Am fine with it.
what should i do,am hoping someone can give me the best solution regarding the problems am facing now.It sucks the life out of me.I want to be strong and i dont want to be quitter!
I wish someone can help me...
I wish all of you a nice day today.
luv n miss. dun forget to smile always yuh~
Few days ago, i received another news which gave me headache. I was about to do my work as i left me more than half a year now,as am not well for the past few months. Frankly, i might be good in my study but am suck at life that needs me to solve problems which is not in the books.well perhaps some may been published by other people but some, i just cant get through.
All these made me trouble sleeping and down and hopeless.I know i cant whine over it, i cant sigh over it but i just dont know what to do.It seems like my life is never ending the unexpected.
All i want is a simple life.If people are envy with me, just forget it.Am not perfect n leading the imperfection life.I just love to be with the crowd that am comfortable with.If you dont like me, just go away.Am fine with it.
what should i do,am hoping someone can give me the best solution regarding the problems am facing now.It sucks the life out of me.I want to be strong and i dont want to be quitter!
I wish someone can help me...
I wish all of you a nice day today.
luv n miss. dun forget to smile always yuh~
Tuesday, August 9, 2011
berita itu entah benar entah tidak...
Perkabaran itu tiba-tiba dan aneh.
Adakah benar atau tidak, diluar kemampuan.
Jika benar, ku pujuk hati agar sabar dan tabah.Ini dugaan dan ujian dari Allah swt.
Sabarlah hati, mungkin ada hikmah di sebalik semua ini.
Kita hanya mampu berusaha, selebihnya hanya Allah swt Maha mengetahui....
Ku mohon pada Ilahi lindungi la kami dari semua perkara yang tidak baik.Golongkan kami di dalam golongan orang-orang yang beriman dunia dan akhirat....
Assobaruminal iman..
miss n luv y'all. smile always yuh!
Adakah benar atau tidak, diluar kemampuan.
Jika benar, ku pujuk hati agar sabar dan tabah.Ini dugaan dan ujian dari Allah swt.
Sabarlah hati, mungkin ada hikmah di sebalik semua ini.
Kita hanya mampu berusaha, selebihnya hanya Allah swt Maha mengetahui....
Ku mohon pada Ilahi lindungi la kami dari semua perkara yang tidak baik.Golongkan kami di dalam golongan orang-orang yang beriman dunia dan akhirat....
Assobaruminal iman..
miss n luv y'all. smile always yuh!
Friday, August 5, 2011
That friday...5th
Life is full of unexpected events...
I thought i was super strong.i managed to put a happy face and cool side of me for such a long long time.
But that friday, i accidentally cant hold it anymore...
I cried~
In front of everyone that i dont wish they knew what had happened to me...
Dang, ashamed.But i felt like a huge burden been lifted up from my chest!
This is the second time i cried in front of those people.And all because of that place!
Maybe this is the fate that i must face it no matter what.I think it is.
At that moment, I promised myself this: I AM GOING TO GET MY LIFE BACK! nothing matter but only that.
I pray to Allah to grant me a super strong heart to go through this moment successfully~
To all that face the same problem like me, i wish you all the best. Be strong yuh!
Miss and luv all. keep on smiling yuh~
I thought i was super strong.i managed to put a happy face and cool side of me for such a long long time.
But that friday, i accidentally cant hold it anymore...
I cried~
In front of everyone that i dont wish they knew what had happened to me...
Dang, ashamed.But i felt like a huge burden been lifted up from my chest!
This is the second time i cried in front of those people.And all because of that place!
Maybe this is the fate that i must face it no matter what.I think it is.
At that moment, I promised myself this: I AM GOING TO GET MY LIFE BACK! nothing matter but only that.
I pray to Allah to grant me a super strong heart to go through this moment successfully~
To all that face the same problem like me, i wish you all the best. Be strong yuh!
Miss and luv all. keep on smiling yuh~
Sunday, July 31, 2011
first ramadhan...
I'm wishing all happy and blessed ramadhan al-mubarak....
may all get the benefit of this blessed month...
smile always yuh...
may all get the benefit of this blessed month...
smile always yuh...
Saturday, July 30, 2011
now its hard...
Hiya, may all in good health.
Every act has its own reason. every reason doesn't have any obligation to be explained. It is enough to be understood.
If you did, the outcome may be different. Give it a time to all, as nothing can be done in an instant.
May all have life full of joy and happiness.
Miss n luv all. keep on smiling yuh!
Every act has its own reason. every reason doesn't have any obligation to be explained. It is enough to be understood.
If you did, the outcome may be different. Give it a time to all, as nothing can be done in an instant.
May all have life full of joy and happiness.
Miss n luv all. keep on smiling yuh!
Friday, July 29, 2011
the 2 n 1 that ....
the 2 n 1 that so selfish,disrespect to others and never think about others feeling...
what kind of life to lead by hurting others.
are you satisfied?
what kind of life to lead by hurting others.
are you satisfied?
Sunday, July 24, 2011
hatred~
I personally hate my family. They are so selfish,irritating and never think of others feelings.Its killing me inside out...
Thursday, July 21, 2011
abnormal feelings...
I am officially an aunt...to a baby gurl. which i never meet yet...
life....this is abnormality feelings~
life....this is abnormality feelings~
Wednesday, July 20, 2011
my wish now is to have the 'happy me life' back..
I view my life from different angle now.
For the past few months,i was in terrible state.scary and horrific...
If you ask me, "how you through that kind of situation?"
I definitely says " I wish I wont, I don't want to go through it again.As matter of fact, its actually twice".
Am scared,anxious and i don't have the confident like i used to have.
I'm much better now.I feel more calm.Even the pains still inside my heart is unbearable i managed to hide it well with a smile on my face.I know i might suffered from "Masked Depression", but what else i can do?the society is not that "open/aware" about this kind of illness.No place to turn to.A very little choice which is already scarce and rare.
To normal or ordinary-life people, this might sounds a bit weird/odd/nonsense.But those who have faced it, it is one of the scariest time in life. People like us felt that it is embarrassing/lost hope/as if you are going to die/want to hurt ourselves/helpless/etc.
If you happens to meet people who suffers the above symptoms or situation,understanding is the best thing you can do. Stop the critiques, stop being sarcastic.Listen and understand, that's all.
The soul is already in a bad shape.The physical is already tired.The mind is already messed up.The least others can do is to listen,understand and give word of hopes/ best wishes/high spirited advises...
Because by doing that, you are actually saving a soul.
DO NOT BE SELFISH. The most important thing a family must never forget. The bond can saves,the love can heals,the care can gives hope and helping hands is needed.
We are all in stress,but we can still manage it.
i wish i can have my "happy-me-life" back...yes my wish!
I pray to Allah everyday that gives us strength,courage and show us the way out from all this.It is a test and i know i am weak.I learn from all these and i pray i'll become a better person in future.
The past will always be history and will never be erased.The future is unpredictable waiting to be explored.The present is now,to hope to live to the fullest doing our best to walk in this world.
To leave something for people to remember who we are in a good way.To put an example so people can learn for what we had.To share the life that someone in this world might be in the same shoes.and hope this might help...
I wish you all the best and greatness in life.Be strong and if possible let "yourself free"...
till then, smile always yuh! tata....
For the past few months,i was in terrible state.scary and horrific...
If you ask me, "how you through that kind of situation?"
I definitely says " I wish I wont, I don't want to go through it again.As matter of fact, its actually twice".
Am scared,anxious and i don't have the confident like i used to have.
I'm much better now.I feel more calm.Even the pains still inside my heart is unbearable i managed to hide it well with a smile on my face.I know i might suffered from "Masked Depression", but what else i can do?the society is not that "open/aware" about this kind of illness.No place to turn to.A very little choice which is already scarce and rare.
To normal or ordinary-life people, this might sounds a bit weird/odd/nonsense.But those who have faced it, it is one of the scariest time in life. People like us felt that it is embarrassing/lost hope/as if you are going to die/want to hurt ourselves/helpless/etc.
If you happens to meet people who suffers the above symptoms or situation,understanding is the best thing you can do. Stop the critiques, stop being sarcastic.Listen and understand, that's all.
The soul is already in a bad shape.The physical is already tired.The mind is already messed up.The least others can do is to listen,understand and give word of hopes/ best wishes/high spirited advises...
Because by doing that, you are actually saving a soul.
DO NOT BE SELFISH. The most important thing a family must never forget. The bond can saves,the love can heals,the care can gives hope and helping hands is needed.
We are all in stress,but we can still manage it.
i wish i can have my "happy-me-life" back...yes my wish!
I pray to Allah everyday that gives us strength,courage and show us the way out from all this.It is a test and i know i am weak.I learn from all these and i pray i'll become a better person in future.
The past will always be history and will never be erased.The future is unpredictable waiting to be explored.The present is now,to hope to live to the fullest doing our best to walk in this world.
To leave something for people to remember who we are in a good way.To put an example so people can learn for what we had.To share the life that someone in this world might be in the same shoes.and hope this might help...
I wish you all the best and greatness in life.Be strong and if possible let "yourself free"...
till then, smile always yuh! tata....
i wonder who is the original poet... as in the drama said PITTE
"When the sunlight touches the ground, I miss you.
When the shadow of moonlight slowly climbs up, I miss you.
When the dust finally settles down, I'd see you.
Meeting in the deep night, I still can see your shadow.
When the waves crash, I hear your voice.
As everyone falls asleep in the midst of quiet forest, I hear your voice.
No matter how far, I'd be by your side.
You'd be by my side, when the sun sets and the stars shine.
Ah,...
if only you're by my side."
When the shadow of moonlight slowly climbs up, I miss you.
When the dust finally settles down, I'd see you.
Meeting in the deep night, I still can see your shadow.
When the waves crash, I hear your voice.
As everyone falls asleep in the midst of quiet forest, I hear your voice.
No matter how far, I'd be by your side.
You'd be by my side, when the sun sets and the stars shine.
Ah,...
if only you're by my side."
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