9th jan 2010...eh btl ke nie?

so tired...mentally n physically...
wait doc. i'll send it to you ASAP.....huhu...

been to NIOSH bangi (still you have to find it manually...their opac not efficient at all haiya wasting time lar....)
then noon to uitm...ok u might think i'm outta of my sane mind hahaha....well at least i've try my besh to find all necessary material for my soon to be research...

meanwhile, my dear pak super busy sms me...hehe as usual i know wit ma heart dia super busy yesterday...hehehe...

wokey need my beauty sleep...tomorrow gt class to attend! whoa....ok nite nite...

sweet dream pak super bz.... :)

8th jan 2010....SEMANGAT :)

howdy all...

lotsa unwanted event occurred yesterday...sorta things u wouldn't even want to remember at all...
sigh....
enuf bout that...something that we cannot reverse back not worthy to be remembered...

take a break (bread with peanut butter hehe)

okie...today i have to/must/wajib/musti/ tak kire walau ape care sekalipun kene p NIOSH n tat 'bukit tinggi'....haiya...

ignore all, ignore, i will.....SEMANGAT..tis is important though...

nuthin' much to say...thats all...

see yar all later than...tata :)

life...unpredictable..7th jan 2010

hi...
am sorry, exhausted yesterday....
mana tak nyer...1 whole day pusing dlm uitm semate mate cari IPSIS...but at the end cume sedikit kata2 penerangan sebagai confirmation yg kami dapat...huhu...sangat penat....

well something happened last nite...guess wut, my fren's bf ym me...WHOA surprise surprise... pelik gak mcm mane dia bole dpt email...hurm curious...

well i cant really said i knew all bout 'em to him...i just said...well i didnt know the detail, so i cant comment more...so the thing is life must go on, if that is what she wants and already decided, u should respect her decision.okey...hurm ayat pusing...(i do think sumthing wrong wit that guy at that time actually, try me besh to pick a good word thn....huhu scary....who knows that he might used all that to twist the situation now....yikes....amit amit)

and he also confessing something that sooooooo unexpectedly.....i advise him(try me besh here) n he keep saying being hypocrite...well dude chill, as long as you realize that you were wrong, its a gud enuf for the fresh start...am i rite? yeah am rite!

well well tak bole nk digest all (my brain, really really really in the critical state to store n create great words hahaha....)......suke ati, nak ikut ikut lar, tak nak ikut up to u...kan kan...kite hanya bole nasihat jek but to force some1 i dont think it will work tat way...

ok enuf of tat...

well my lecturer hehe (en Kamran Shevarebi Ali) jadi pelakon ok...hahaha astro oasis every sunday cite tajuk tikar sejadah ke apa tah lupe....and 1st episode actually buat dekat rumah dia di Bukit Jelutong....Pn Zarina (oh well prof Zarina actually n en kamran Prof Dr actually hahaha...suke2 hati pgl en saja...dah terbiase)....semangat pn cite pasal shooting tue, hahaha....

and theater charity tis saturday n sunday dekat dewan DBKL jln Raja Laut...so sesape yg terbace my blog nie di alu2kan datang utk tgk theater musical nie...pn kata besh and as usual en kamran terlibat sekali wow...my super lecturer semua pun ok, jalan....funny orangnyer...

ok lar...hari nie nk cari lagik material utk proposal coz next week dah kene submit or my Dekan will whoa cant imagine it...

see yar all next time....

3rd jan 2010

not enuf sleep,
i would say, i'm done but i couldn't...

If a person gives great pieces of advice, it doesn't mean he's not capable of doing any mistake.

If a person doesn't show any sign of weakness, it doesn;t mean he's not afraid of anything.

And if a person always display a smile, it doesn't mean he doesn't know how to be sad and cry.

Remember that having a face of a clown doesn't mean you're really happy and numb from all the pain the world gives you

Because you have this one thing that makes you different from a stone .......

A HEART

from a friend of mine...

perhaps somehow people around me get the wrong idea about me...

there are people who keep what they feel. they still smile though it hurts so much. pretend to be fine, to be strong even if inside they're dying...yes i'm one of them...

for the sake of the people that we love so much, you'll try your best to be perfecto in front of them...but deep inside still hoping that one day someone can realize it and rescue you from loneliness...

but at the end, all the hardship has become your strength to move on and capable to take care of yourself, become more independent...and only God can restore peace in your heart through believe and trust without doubt ....power of will, human will...sweet success....

stop making excuses ily, just to make your heart feel better...pray harder for strength and SABAR...assobaru minal iman!dont give up...dont let go your dreams....

at least, at least pak spr bz still have time for you....tats enuf for me, one spark of hope is enuf to bring joy for me....people might say i'm living in fantasy...so what, me life brings no harm to others...so let me be...yes, i do like him...yes, its true somehow along the way without me aware, i actually fallin in love with him...without him knowing, i love him and i do not have enuf courage to tell him... (mind my english, i always thought that english is the most ridiculous language in the world! am not interested in grammar either...not fancy it at all!)

somehow i feels like he would be a great hubby and daddy... (WoW...i cant believe i said that!)

well, bad example circulating surround me and that definitely bring bad images bout that particular issues...

wah sai...its getting longer!

okie okie,i need to stop here...nah, who cares,no one going to read it...hidden blogger/erm dairy?/ wuteva it is....

surprisingly i feels much better now...credit to people who create this blog stuff!

okey, need my beauty sleep...tired,zero energy.....

oyasumi minna! :)

its 2nd jan 2010

nothing much...

hari nie, 1 hari korek idea dalam kepala and try cari material untuk research..
whoa,help i'm a fish! haha just kidding...

hurm, wonder buat ape ek pak super busy hari nie...keje ke?outing ke?men game ke?
curious sangat....well susah nyer nak cakap and slalu speechless...

berangan untuk hari nie

me: Pak super busy, buatpe tue?tgh cari idea nie untuk come out with the new title for research..

PSB: kat rumah relex...td cuci baju(usual answer, but surprisingly make me happy, hehe coz bole comment and bayangkan muke dia macam mane)

me: aaa...ek. hehe....xda plan ke untuk hari nie?

PSB: xda, kenape?

me: xdala, saje tanye...mana tau kot kot pegi kuar mane2 ke...

time for my imagination...

PSB: nak kuar ke?if nak kuar bole je.

me: really?waaa besh2...betul nie? :p

PSB: betul, jom lar...

aaaaa beshnyer kalau macam nie...tp reality, fuh jauh pangang dari api...baru nampak orang tue masuk pintu dh gelabah cabut lari semunyi chepat chepat kikiki... :p

pak spr bz, i'll try to be the most understanding gurl u ever knwn...i wont bother you...i'll wait for you...and i'll pray that someday,somehow...that one fine day,we truly truly truly perfect for each other...together as one...happily ever after...

nite pak super bz (tau time cmnie pasti dah tido)...sarangae :)