Al-fatihah...

My aunt just passed away few minutes ago at Penang Hospital...

the way i cover up my sadness is by watching movies n dramas online... i know its weird but that's all i can do now...

Al-fatihah to my Mak long....been ages since i met you..

Moga Mak long dicucuri rahmat Yang Maha Esa lagi pengasih dan penyanyang....Allah swt.


The year of 2011....full of "departures".

Hope all my family members are strong,healthy and good together....Amin


luv n miss

The battle inside me

The face you saw probably just an act,
to hide the "war" inside.

I may be calm outside but sometimes it far from truth,
yet i try my best to pretend.

The fragile me, hides behind the mask of "hard shell",
little did any soul knows it was a mere inch to break into pieces.

All that planned, is presented on the "stage" inside my mind,
a strong will to realize required a huge determination, yes the thing that i need most now...

All i want is now to find something to hold on,
strong enough to carry me,
hard enough to push me,
willing to call my name whenever and wherever i am in any situation.

Perhaps it may be someone,
but i do not know, i am lost, at the edge of breakdown...

I pray to Allah, to guide me always,
give me strength, courage, wise and someone to help me along the way.

This is my war,
admit that i can't do it alone.
any one out there, if you can hear my cry,
Baito ni, find me and save me.


miss n luv...

aitai ima anata ni

Sometimes in life you waiting for someone that you believes to be the one for you. You will wondering around looking for that person, hoping that in the journey you eventually meet him/her. Sometimes it would be an easy path but most of the time full of hardships and obstacles.

Even how much you try you still could'nt find the one that you've waiting for please don't give up. Even if it consume a lot of time and energy don't ever lost faith. Hang on and hold on to what you believe perhaps one day it will paid off. Determination is all you need to move forward.

Even if people said it was a no achieved goal, do not hesitate or think twice. Even it is impossible for the person you've waiting for, do not halt even a second in your life.

Go and find your dream. Don't ever let go the chances to meet that person. If you already meet and not take any move yet, held your head high, gather the courage, be yourself and run to him. Say all you want to say, confess all you want to and let it all out. No worries for the outcome. It is better to let it all out then keep it for yourself. People might says a lot of things to the action you've done but they can says whatever they want to say. This is your life not them. Keep fighting okies!!!

To my future self, the efforts i've done today will brings the outcome for tomorrow. Don't ever give up and fight for it!!! I'll try my best to face them all...



miss n luv...

Luo mama, i admire you so much!!!!

To Luo mama,

Thanks for your life story.I really zhen de admire you and from the bottom of my heart thank you for saving my life from drifting away from my life goal...

Luo Mama wo ai ni so muchie!!!hope we can meet again face to face so i can personally express my gratitude to you...i owe you a lot!!!

luv n miss... ~(*v*)~ muaaaahhhh!!!

Luo mama

Tohoshinki Doushite Kimi Wo Suki Ni Natte Shimattandarou"

shiawase ne!

Doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou?
Donna ni toki ga nagaretemo kimi wa zutto
Koko ni iru to, omotteta no ni
Demo kimi ga eranda no wa chigau michi
Doushite kimi ni nani mo tsutaerarenakattan darou?
Mainichi maiban tsunotteku omoi
Afuredasu kotoba, wakatteta no ni (mou todokanai)

Hajimete deatta, sono hi kara
Kimi wo shitteita ki ga shitan da
Amari ni shizen ni tokende shimatta futari

Doko e iku no ni mo issho de
Kimi ga iru koto ga touzen de
Bokura wa futari de otona ni natte kita
Demo kimi ga eranda no wa chigau michi

Doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou?
Donna ni toki ga nagaretemo kimi wa zutto
Koko ni iru to, omotteta no ni (mou kanawanai)

Tokubetsu na imi wo motsu kyou wo
Shiawase kao de tatsu kyou wo
Kirei na sugata de kami sama ni chikatteru, kimi wo

Boku ja nai hito no tonari de
Shukufuku sareteru sugata wo
Boku wa dou yatte miokureba ii no darou?

Mou doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou?
Ano koro mo, bokura no koto, mou moderenai (kangaeta) modorenai (kangaeta)

Doushite kimi no te wo tsukami ubaenakattan darou?
Donna ni toki ga nagaretemo kimi wa zutto
Boku no yoko ni, iru hazu datta (sono mama nii)

Sore demo kimi ga boku no soba nara to itte mo
Eien ni kimi ga shiawase de iru koto
Tada negatteru
Tatoe sore ga donna ni sabishikutemo (tsurakutemo)

English Lyrics :

Why did I end up falling for you?
No matter how much time has passed,
I thought that you would always be here
But you have chosen a different road

Why wasnt I able to convey to you?
My feelings that were growing everyday and night
The words begin to overflow
But I know they wont reach you now

From the first day that I met you
I felt like I knew you
And the two of us melded together so naturally

Wherever we would go, it would be together
It was so natural for you to be with me
We became adults together
But you chose a different road

Why did I end up falling for you?
No matter how much time has passed,
I thought that you would always be here (but not anymore)

Today, the day that holds a special meaning
The day that you stood with a smile of happiness
Praying to God in your beautiful appearance

With the person next to you who isnt me
The image of you receiving blessings
How could I just stand aside and watch

So why did I end up falling for you?
We cant go back to that time, or how we were (Ive thought it through)

Why wasnt I able to take your hand?
No matter how much time passes
You always shouldve been by my side
Now it will never come true

But, even though I say that I need you close to me
I just pray that you will be happy forever
No matter how lonely that makes me (or how sad)






by by DBSK / TVXQ :)


luv n miss y'all...

luo zhi xiang! wo xi huan ni !!!

hehe wo xi huan ni!!!!

my forever beloved taiwanese artist ever !!!!!

i don't care what other people think, I like him forever....weeeee :D

miss n luv y'all....

wo xi huan luo zhi xiang..wink wink ~(*v*)~

Wǒ zhēn de hěn xǐhuan luōzhìxiáng. Wǒ ài tā zhème duō, wǒ xīwàng yǒu yītiān wǒ néng mǎnzú tā běnrén miànduìmiàn, bìng yǔ tā de lèqù. Duì wǒ lái shuō tā shì zuì hǎo de táiwān yìrén, gēshǒu, zhǔchí rén, wǔdǎo jiā hé yǎnyuán!! Xǐhuan tā de xiàohuà wǒ de yàngzi, tā shuōhuà, wéixiào, tā de yīqiè, bùguǎn biérén zěnme duì tā shuō. Wǒ bùzàihū, tā jiāng yǒngyuǎn shì wǒ qīnài de táiwān yìshùjiā yǒngyuǎn! Luōzhìxiáng, wǒ ài nǐ zhème duō!!

LUO ZHI XIANG WO AI NI!!! wo chen de xi huan ni!!! love ya so muchie ~(*v*)~

wink wink...

xi huan ni




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