i would say, i'm done but i couldn't...
If a person gives great pieces of advice, it doesn't mean he's not capable of doing any mistake.
If a person doesn't show any sign of weakness, it doesn;t mean he's not afraid of anything.
And if a person always display a smile, it doesn't mean he doesn't know how to be sad and cry.
Remember that having a face of a clown doesn't mean you're really happy and numb from all the pain the world gives you
Because you have this one thing that makes you different from a stone .......
A HEART
from a friend of mine...
perhaps somehow people around me get the wrong idea about me...
there are people who keep what they feel. they still smile though it hurts so much. pretend to be fine, to be strong even if inside they're dying...yes i'm one of them...
for the sake of the people that we love so much, you'll try your best to be perfecto in front of them...but deep inside still hoping that one day someone can realize it and rescue you from loneliness...
but at the end, all the hardship has become your strength to move on and capable to take care of yourself, become more independent...and only God can restore peace in your heart through believe and trust without doubt ....power of will, human will...sweet success....
stop making excuses ily, just to make your heart feel better...pray harder for strength and SABAR...assobaru minal iman!dont give up...dont let go your dreams....
at least, at least pak spr bz still have time for you....tats enuf for me, one spark of hope is enuf to bring joy for me....people might say i'm living in fantasy...so what, me life brings no harm to others...so let me be...yes, i do like him...yes, its true somehow along the way without me aware, i actually fallin in love with him...without him knowing, i love him and i do not have enuf courage to tell him... (mind my english, i always thought that english is the most ridiculous language in the world! am not interested in grammar either...not fancy it at all!)
somehow i feels like he would be a great hubby and daddy... (WoW...i cant believe i said that!)
well, bad example circulating surround me and that definitely bring bad images bout that particular issues...
wah sai...its getting longer!
okie okie,i need to stop here...nah, who cares,no one going to read it...hidden blogger/erm dairy?/ wuteva it is....
surprisingly i feels much better now...credit to people who create this blog stuff!
okey, need my beauty sleep...tired,zero energy.....
oyasumi minna! :)
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